Lovesick

Every single day I've been having heartache
When I'm awake
I know I have to do whatever it takes
But we are on a break

Missing her so much
& Really want to feel her touch

Wanted to dial her number & talk on the phone
But afraid that she won't

My hot temper has scared her away
Made her terrified to communicate
So she finds comfort in some other way
"I am truly sorry" that's what I can say

But sorry doesn't mean anything
So I'll start meditating

Hope someday we can COMMUNICATE

Coz that's what we need
It helps to overcome differences bit by bit
Cross my fingers tat someday she'll read this
& Hopefully we'll reunite again when I write my next piece


In order to communicate

I have to show R-E-S-P-E-C-T

I have to put down my ego

I have to be patient

I have to overcome jealousy (this is the hardest part)

I have to show my love & care

I have to have tolerance

I have to compromise

I have to forgive

I have to think twice & chewed my words before I speak

Tons of I have to…….

By the time I absorbed all the I have to(s)
I hope I get a chance to carry them out too

P.S. May the force be with me and everyone who's lovesick.
Hope someday we'll get our lucky breaks